The Victory of Losing

As Much As I Tried To Be The Perfect Person I Wasn’t 
By Allowing Myself To Not Live Up To My Own Standards, I Failed Myself

In The Process Of Trying To Find Myself, I Realized She Was There All Along

It Took A Broken Heart, Guilt, Sleepless Nights, Tears, And A Lot Of Soul Searching. 

I Daydreamed, Pondered, And Most Importantly I Prayed

Every Second Of Every Moment Of Pain Or Despair, Was All Worth It Though. 

I Count My Blessings

I Don’t Look To What Could Have Been Or Should Have Been

I Look To What Will Be

It’s Far From Easy. And Sometimes I’m At The Brink Of Giving Up. 

But Then Id Be The Only Person Losing. 

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